honestly i’m really starting to give up on everyone
nobody ever tries with me. that’s the worst of it. nobody craves spending time with me. if ever i see someone it’s because i’ve nagged them, i’ve persuaded them that they would have a good time with me. i dunno i just wish i was some ones first choice, that they felt incomplete without me and that they felt weird about their burning desire to be with me, or be my friend or whatever.